• Welcome to the resistance.


    My name is Benjamin, and if you’re reading this, you probably have cancer.

    I get it - in 2021, I was given 18 months to live. Tick-tock, tick-tock. And I'm still here. Still breathing in the morning air. Still laughing at the impossibility of life. Still astonished how far we've come and how far we've gone backwards as a species.

    Unfortunately, this site isn’t about hope. It’s about what comes next — after the diagnosis, the panic, the self pity, and the endless searching on the internet for a miracle cure...

    I made a 21-day course to help you find a purpose. Not a fake reason to keep going, to keep soldiering on, but something real and profound. Something uniquely yours.

    If that sounds like something that might benefit you, scroll down. If not, thanks for coming.

    If you like the vibe but aren't currently suffering from cancer, you could sign up to my newsletter 'just in case'...

  • You have cancer.

    Welcome to the club. Not a club you ever wanted to join. No t-shirts, no party hats, just a pile of scans and a weird, angry relationship with your body for betraying you like that.

    You could sit around waiting for a grand cosmic sign... but I'm going to guess that the universe hasn't been returning your calls for a while.

    So what now?

    Keep circling the drain, waiting for the inevitable or get up and choose what happens next?

    You’re still here and breathing. That counts.

    This 21-day programme is built for exactly that — the moment where survival isn’t enough, and something real needs to come out from within: to give you a purpose you fully believe in.


    When you sign up you get:

    - A purpose you actually believe in and can live your life by.
    We work together to craft a simple, no fluff, easy to remember purpose that gets you out of bed each day and makes you more than just a sad cancer statistic.

    - 21 Daily Emails: Questions & exercises to make you think
    You get to choose your level of difficulty. (Medium/Challenging/Hellfire)

    - 7 Video Lessons
    Each of them designed to take you deeper into the process.

    - 3 x 1:1 Coaching Calls
    I give you 100% of my attention 3 times for 60 mins, and I process all of your written answers to help you figure out why you're really here.

    Because clarity is worth more than another wasted year, cosplaying the cancer 'warrior'.


    Price: £497 / $685


    If you are not in any way happy, just ask for a refund. Simples.

    Do something powerful before death does... 
  • You've survived cancer. Now what?

    Here’s the part nobody prepares you for: the life after part.

    • Do you go back to your old life and pretend nothing happened?

    • Do you rebrand yourself as a cancer warrior and start a blog?

    • Do you just sit there, waiting for the next scan, afraid to make plans?


    Cancer rips apart your old life, and now you’re left with a choice:

    - Do nothing and keep drifting.

    - Or take control and decide how you want to live from here on out.

    I’m still alive. Let’s go. 
  • What you get. (Other than a reason to get out of bed each day).

    - A purpose you actually believe in and can live your life by.
    We work together to craft a simple, no fluff, easy to remember purpose that gets you out of bed each day and makes you more than just a sad cancer statistic.

    - 21 Daily Emails: Questions & exercises to make you think
    You get to choose your level of difficulty. (Medium/Challenging/Hellfire)

    - 7 Video Lessons
    Each of them designed to take you deeper into the process.

    - 3 x 1:1 Coaching Calls
    I give you 100% of my attention 3 times for 60 mins, and I process all of your written answers to help you figure out why you're really here.

    This isn’t a motivational seminar or some manifestation gimmick. It’s real, practical, and designed for people who are done waiting for life to happen, when life hasn't been too kind lately.

    Make it matter, before you don’t... 
  • Who is this for?

    ✔ You’ve been newly diagnosed and are wondering what the hell happens next.

    ✔ You’ve had cancer for a while and feel like you’re floating through life without direction.

    ✔ You want something more than just ‘stay positive’ as a life strategy.

    ✔ You’re sick of waiting and want to actually do something that matters.

    Not for:


    X People looking for a miracle cure.


    X People who believe toxic positivity is a valid treatment plan.

    X Anyone whose motto is stitched onto a tea towel.

    Let me at it... I'm ready. 
  • Why me? (And not some life coach who read a book on meaning last year?)

    I’m Benjamin.

    I was diagnosed with brain cancer, and for a while, I did what most people do:

    Panicked.

    Read survival stats at 3 AM.

    Felt like I was stuck in a waiting room where my old life used to be.

    Then I realised I had two options:

    1. Do nothing and wait for something to happen.

    2. Decide what my life was going to mean, while I still had time.

    I chose Option 2. Now, I help people like you figure out what comes next—without the self-help fluff or forced optimism.

    I've now successfully got my brain cancer under control, and part of that is because I have a purpose to wake up to each day: by living life to the fullest.

    I wake up and think 'thanks for letting me live another day' and I'm literally pulled out of bed, ready for whatever today's journey throws at me. I'm excited by all the possibilities that can happen during my life, now that I have a purpose beyond just being a cancer victim. Does that sound like something you'd want in your life?

    If so click below.

    Let’s see what’s left of me... 
  • Things you can do


    X Go back to scrolling, hoping for answers to magically appear.

    X Spend another year stuck, making no real changes.

    Or join this program, and actually figure out what to do with your life.

    Price: $680 / £497

    Take my money. I’ve spent more on soulless distractions than I ever did on myself. 
  • Frequently Asked Questions

    (a.k.a excuses I've heard before...)

    What if I don’t have a purpose?

    That’s kind of the point. You will by the end of this.

    What if I don’t have time?
    If you have time to scroll social media, you have time for this.


    What if I’m too tired?

    The course is designed for people dealing with cancer. You go at your own pace. 21 days is a target, and you can let me know if we are going too fast or too slow.

    What if I die halfway through the course?
    Then you’ll at least have spent your last days doing something meaningful.


    (No refunds for death. My lawyer insisted I include this disclaimer.)
    I’ll regret it if I die first... 
  • Last chance to stop wasting time.

    This program has only a couple of spots before I close the program, possibly for good. There are only so many people with an existential crisis I can handle at one time.


    If you don’t join now, you’ll just keep waiting. And waiting. And waiting...

    You've already survived a cancer diagnosis.

    Now, it’s time to figure out what you really want to do with your life.

    This is cheaper than therapy. Fine I'm in.